Washing,washing,everywhere,
There is so much,i just dispair,
And when I think I'm getting there,
I still have to go up n down the stair! (To put it all away) Trina xx

Sorry i tried to put them all on the one post but it kept messing up so i did it this wayMy sister Marie and her husband RoyMy wee bag, i've had this for years and love it cause it looks like a basqueMy ride home(only kiddin) it was a guest staying at the hotel n he took my pictureIt's called a Morgan, which was funny cause my dress is from Morgan and so was Linda's. Click pics to make big! xx

Some more pics of the party. The person in the middle is Suzanne, who's birthday it was.  Jade even wangled an invite as i only took her in to use the loo and my sister said "Let her stay"
She had no shoes with her and only had a daft wee dress on, if i had known i would have dressed her upMy best pal LindaNatalie and my neice Demi.
Click pics to make big! xx 

Well, u guessed it WE MISSED THE BUS!!!!
Natalie didn't get back from town untill 6.15 and the bus was leaving from town at 6.45.  I was all ready to go at 6.30 but Natalie was still getting ready.
We get to the town about 7.10 and i knew myself it wouldn't be there.
I said "Let's just go home!"    But Natalie was like "Mo please run us there Please!"
"Natalie! It's 33 miles to the place, i think it's a bit unfair to ask Mo to drive an hour to get us there and an hour back!"
Mo said "It's okay i'll take you's" Poor Mo had to drive for miles along dark, windy, country roads.Click pic to make big xx

Well i'm up and trying to get myself together, boy i look like a pun of crap!  I forgot how it affects your eyes when you have been crying the night before, i think i need a miricle to make me look half decent for this party.

Everybody has made up so i supose thats one good thing, Mo is back on speaking terms with Natalie.  I think he felt a bit guilty when he saw how upset i was.  I am not one for letting things get to me usually but i think this had been building for a while and boy did it BLOW! 

Natalie has just left to go into town, she has decided she wants to wear some kind of throw now and is away to try and get one, why does that girl leave everything to the last minute, i decided not to alter my dress, i was scared incase i mucked it up so i am just going to sew a peice of black elastic on it as a wrist strap and hold it up that way. Still haven't decided what shoes i am going to wear,it was funny my sister was up yesterday and remembered she had loaned me a couple of pair ages ago and decided to take them back.  Well thanks,  just as well it wasn't a pair i was going to wear. 

Still i plan on making the most of the night since i am in a better frame of mind, i shall remember to take pics and post them later.  Trina xx

I'm havin a meltdown, fucking tipycal cause i have a big night out tomorrow night, I cant cope anymore i have been crying for ages, i just cant see why he is not satasfied with what he has, we try not make too much mess or noise, and that it is all his way but i have just sent him a text saying "Don't ever ask me to put make up on again, u take me as me or not at all!"
Cause when he comes in he always asks  "where is the eyeliner ,shadow"  Fuck off! I haven't been anywhere, want me to put make up on to stay in the house?"

Why can't i win, nothing i do will ever be good enough! I'm in a bad mood tonight and haven't been for ages.

Natalie doesn't have a mirror in her room now cause it was on her door n the door has been changed.
She said tonight "Mum i can't live without a mirror in my room anymore!" bit dramatic i know
So i said to Mo "Thought u were going to get a bit of mirror to put on the side of her wardrobe"
"Yes" he said "I was"
"And what's stopping you?" i said
"I'm not doing anything else to her room"
"Why?" i said
"Cause i don't like the way she speaks to me!"
OMG!!!  " I'll get her one then" I said.

He has been deliberately  ignoring her for weeks, even to the stage of, if she is in one room then he goes into another.
"YOU ARE SO FUCKING CHILDISH!" I screamed and stormed off out the kitchen.
I had to go back in after about 20 mins cause i was making the dinner.
"Why do u hold a grudge against people all the time?" I said
"I don't" he said "It's just the way she talks to me, for instance the last time WE were arguing (which was about 4 months ago)and i went up the stair, Natalie came out her room and said "What are u shouting at my mum for?"
I said "Just go back in your room Natalie"
She said "NAW! Wit u gonny dae!"  It's this "Wit u gonny dae?" that gets to me and u don't even give her into trouble for speaking to me like that." he said.
"Yes i do" I said." and anyway Natalie apologised"
"What she put her head around the kitchen door n said "Sorry Mo" he said. "And she doesn't even wash a dish or lift a hoover in this house either"

I went to ask her and she said "What he's talking crap, I went into the kitchen and said sorry Mo, then i said have u still fell out with me, he just kept ignoring me so i just went out the kitchen"

Mo is REALLY good at blanking people, fuck i should know he did it to me for fuckin years.  AHHHHH!
I feel like fucking banging my head off a wall, my stomach is knotted to fuck and i could just burst into tears.
We have this Tiara party to go to tomorrow and i'm just not in the mood now but i'll have to keep the peace cause i have to ask him for money to go to it.
He went to his bed after it happened, came down when the dinner was ready and put his in the microwave.
I went up and said "Why are u up here?"
"Nothing, I'm just resting" he said
I right, fucking sulking more like well he can stay up there i'm not going up to suck up his arse. Trina xx

I must have MUG! written on my forehead because Natalie has discovered this NEW Fake Tan by Make Believe in Boots and it only costs £30.

She was reluctent to pay the full £30 for it so I said i would half in with her, thats £15 down the swanney!

I swear this stuff better make me look like a Bronzed Goddess for this party tomorrow or I want my money back!

Natalie is a bit of an expert on fake tan she must be she has had everyone going, Piz Buin, St Tropei to name a few, I have since stopped buying her white  sheets because they get ruined and when she comes out of the bath it's in with the cleaning spray!

Aw well am away to get Tanned up, anybody want to do my back xx

Well it turns out my eyes are fine in the end up, all that getting hyped up for nothing, even had the squids and everything "Sheesh!"
And the examination was nothing major, put some anastetic in so i couldn't feel him touching them, that was a strange sensation.

And eyedrops that make your eyes go yellow, it said on the appointment letter that i may get drops that would affect my vision and would not be able to drive so my sister took me but i was fine after it.
 
So that that over n done with, well i have to go back in 4 months just to check again but if all's well then they sign me off.

I felt right weired in the waiting room cause it was full of old people (nothing against old people) 

Trina xx

I have an appointment at the hospital at 1.30.

I have to go and get the pressure in my eyes looked at because when i was at the opticians the last time it was too high.

I was actually alright this morning but the nearer  the appointment  the more anxious i am getting, suppose it doesn't help i have White Coat Syndrom.

Wish me luck!
 
Trina xx

Maybe i do need some iron or something as Doralene said cause i have been feeling like this for a while, either that or i am  just one of those S.A.D. bastards! xx

I really need to find some enthusiasm and energy from somewhere, i just feel so tired all the time and can't be arsed doing anything or going anywhere!
I am going to this Black Tie and Tiara party on Saturday (my sister's friends 40th) and i still need to alter my dress cause it's too long and i was tripping over it the last time i had it on.
I need to find the jewelry set i wore at Christmas, i can find the earings but not the necklace.
I suppose i will have to dye my hair and start putting fake tan on.

Natalie doesn't even have a dress yet, we have put a couple away in TK Maxx and i will have to go up at some point today to pay for them, aw well at least we have our tiaras.  Trina xx

I picked Jade up from Brownies tonight and she told me a girl said she was scary looking.
WTF!!!
She said they were siting at tables making door hangers and the girl was on the table next to Jades.
The girl said to the one next to her "She scares me"
The other girl pointed at Jade and said "Her?"
"Yes" the first girl said.
Then she turned around to everybody else sitting at the table and said "Does she scare any of  you's?"

Jade said the girl was older than her and doesn't know her.
I asked Jade where her Brownie Leader was at the time and she was at the other end of the hall.
Think I will have to keep my eye on this.  Trina xxx

I've got the tilers in just now re-tiling the bathroom, i asked them if they wanted a roll.
I said "You can have cold meat or i can make you another ommlette " cause there was one of them were here yesterday and he had a piece n ommlette and he said "Your ommlette was amazing !"  (yeah Me!)
So i made them rolls n ommlette 
 maybe i should have made them fried eggs and he might have said my fried eggs were amazing! xx    TEEHEE! (couple of quite nice looking guys)

How lovely is this? http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dS3AEBPtojs i just loved it! xx

I had'nt had anything to eat all day today untill about 10pm and i had a sandwich. I didn't feel hungry though, weird eh?
Sometimes i do that though or i just have 1 meal a day at dinner time.

Jade was in the car with me tonight and she was talking about stars, she said "Why isn't there a lot of stars sometimes and sometimes there is?"
"I don't know?" I said.
Then 5 mins later I said "There's one Jade"
She said" No offence mum, but that is the North Star!"    xxx
Kids You've got to love them! xx

This is my outfit for the square dancing night on The Blogship Lollipop, anybody lookin for a partner? xx

Well went to my neice's birthday party tonight, in a kids play thingy, could have strangled a few little em darlings, jade was hit in the eye with one of the balls from the ball pit.

The girl working there decide to throw 21 lollies (the amount of kids that were there, into the ball pit and ask them to find one?)
What kind of a fucking game is that, the wee ones were getting trampled by the bigger ones and the girl organising it was about as  usefull as a chocolate fire guard.  She couldn't organise a manodge!.
And the place smelt of piss!  A party had just come out , probably someone had a kid and put a pissy nappy in a bin or something, everybody else said they could not smell it but i did, maybe it was me  

No! my pelvic muscles are well fine, not havin to buy the tenna ladies just yet.!
So they are lining up to get their party bags and i stood beside the girl and said, once "once you get your party bag, you come over here and get a slap!"
Did'nt get any takers though!  Bugger!

Then Jade asked if she could stay with Terri tonight (my neice) and my sister said " Aw, she has her wee pal (whatever) stayin and they will just fall out and leave Jade out like the last time,  (WHATEVER!)

I get near home and my sister phoned me ( by this time it's 9.30 pm) to say "It's ok bring Jade up this was a different wee girl, not the same one who was being nasty to her the last time"

Fuck right off!  I'm not running up there on her say so! She aught to look at her own kid, she is a wee instagater and is probably the one that causes it all. 

So the party was shit in all odds.  ( xx

I watched "Taken" last night with Liam Neeson in it.
It was actually quite an enjoyable film, apart from one farsical bit near the end, if you watch it try n guess what bit i am talking about.
Trina   xxx

My sister has booked to go to Tenerife for the school week in October (lucky sod)

She text me tonight and told me the company she has booked the hotel through has went into liquidation
So they have lost the £1600 they paid for the accomadation, how crap is that.
They paid for it by a Debit card so they won't get any of  their  money back, she is well gutted. 
Not found out what she is going to do yet, she will let me know!   Trina xxx

Another tattoo procedure wherein,using a scalpel,your skin is peeled to create the tattoo instead of injecting ink into it.  If u have a phobia of needles, this one's for you! VVEWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! xx   Sorry this bottom pic was meant to be in the middle but u know how iam at these things xxx

I've just found this in my files, OMG i was so young, 18 to be precise, in Bulgaria and the reason i am not smilling is it took the guy well over 2 hours to draw this picture, and i remember having lots of onlookers milling round to compliment on it, Aw well to be young again, looks like i've missed out being the first Kate Moss.
I actually took the picture into work to show the girls and a woman who worked there(who was a bit prissy,not saying anything about prissy people) said "I actually think this picture is more pretty than what u are" 

Well thanks for that morale boost!   xx      Click pic to make big! xx

These pictures are for nancy Microwavable is so much easier, if u give me ur address i'll send u some xxxx

I had to laugh tonight when Mo went into the cupboard only to be bombarded with packets of supper noodles and a big packet of tea bags.
Jade had asked me to make her tuna pasta and i am forever stacking things in the cupboard on top of one another, when i put the packet of pasta back i thought it looked a bit dodgy but never thought anything of it and closed the door.
Mo is a tea gennie so is always in to get the tea bags, me and Jade were in stitches when he was cursing and swearing, he was not a happy chappie.
I felt like saying "Your F***ing lucky it wasn't a tin of beans that landed on you're nut!" xxx

The Lav Light!
This would be good for the guys, it has a sensor so goes on when you approach then off when u leave , comes in red or green.  xxx

Once my sister was working in the shop down at Ayr and there is an Exclusive Boutique next door that sells underwear.
It was a Friday and she had just got her wages, she was going out that night so decided to buy some nice new underwear to put on.
She goes in and the woman was more than helpfull showing her this and that, so she decided on a bra and pant set.
They get to the cash desk and the woman rings it up..........."That will be £86 please!"
WHAAAAAAAT?????
She was too embarrassed to say it was too much and duitifully handed over the money, what a numptey!

She went into the shop and was telling my brother in law, he asked her why she did'nt speak up and she said she did'nt like to.
Ended up my brother in law went back into the boutique with the underwear and explained to the woman.  He said to her " She can not affored to pay this amount as it is nearly all of her wages, she was just too embarrassed to say anything"
The woman refunded her money but was none too pleased.
She said to me "It wasn't even that nice looking, it was polyester and would probably have given me thrush!"
I said to her "why didn't you ask the price?"
"I didn't want too because she was being so nice to me"  I obviously cause she was gettin a sale out of you! 
She's nuts my sister   xxx

Natalie told me today, last night she had a phone call from a boy and he said to her " Just to let you know, you are absoloutley, God dam beautiful" she didn't know who it was, but eventualy found out it was someone she has met before.

Wish someone would phone me up n say that xxClick pic to make big xx

Natalie and her 3 pals went to the garage around the corner from the house and decided to look for a boys  house that she had met who told her he stayed near her. They went down the hill 2 mins from the garage and a black car drove past, then promptly reversed back and stopped right next to them. It must have been CID.
Natalie said he called out POLICE!
Then the cop was being really cheeky to them actually shouting at them!  "WHERE R U GOING?"
"WHAT AGE ARE U?"
"WHERE DO U LIVE?"
Natalie told them "Just around the corner"
"ADDRESS?"
Then he asked her pal next to her what age she is and the wee girl is 17.
Then he said "I'M NOT HAVING YOU'S OUT WONDERING ABOUT THE STREET AT THIS TIME, GET HOME NOW!!"  It was 11.30pm.

I mean i know they can stop and ask them questions, but it was 4 girls and they are not falling about drunk or anything, don't know why he was being cheeky to her, maybe it was to frighten them, i don't know?
Can u tell a 17 year old to go home?
Trina x

I just came back from Tesco and i have to go through 5 sets of traffic lights.
Every one of them was just turning to green as i drove up to them.
Hows that for good luck!!!!! xxxx

Saw something today i have never seen where i live,

2 Mounted Police!
U just don't get that were I stay!
It was funny to be confronted with 2 big majestic beasts (I'm talking about the horses) just strolling along the street, u could see all the parents pointing and saying to there kids "Look at the horses!"
I...... courteous as i am, let them turn left into a street in front of me, funny to see them sticking there arm out to indicate.
And for my kindness was left a trail of horse shit to drive through.
Just shows u how much of a sheltered life I lead! xx

Just watched Disaster Movie with Jade on the laptop.
What one load of SHIT!!!

I'm in the bad books.
Since Jade has had her room door on and thats been over a week now,she has been sleeping in her own bed,and i have been putting her to bed between 9 and 9.45, before she used to sleep with Natalie and with Natalie on MSN to God knows when, it must have been disrupting her sleep, I have noticed a difference with her in the morning she is not so tired and does not come downstairs like a zombie. Tonight they decided to watch Nemo in Jades room but the dvd was freezing so the went into Natalies room to watch it.

I went up to use the loo at 11 O'Clock to hear Jade laughing, Well i went in and raised the riot act saying i am trying to get her into a routine to go to bed and she is still up.  They were were watching "Disaster Movie"

Jade sulked off to bed, without even giving me a kiss!
I have just looked in on her and she is sound..............It's amazing how u could just stand there for ages watching them sleep! xx
They look like angels! x

I like this song it's quite catchy !

xx

What do u make of that evil bitch that was in the news............for drowning her wee lassie because she was embarrased about her disability.
The wee girl had Cerabal Paulsey (probably no spelt that right) and her mother was embarassed cause she wore callipers.
Stupid Cow! 
Once she had drowned her, she put her in the car and drove about for hours before eventually taking her to the hospital.
She told the cops she was going to kill herself after she had killed her daughter. Well why didn't u?
Think the wee girl was about 6 or something, poor wee thing. People like that should never be allowed to have children. I wouldn't care if my kids came out with two heads n purple spots, i would still love them with all my heart and try and give them as best a life i could.
I hope she gets what is coming to her in prison cause they don't like baby killers in there. Trina xx

I made Chicken Wraps tonight

I cut Chicken Breasts into bite size pieces or strips if u prefer (I used Halal Chicken cause Mo was havin some)
Then u cook it for about 5 mins
Splash on some Wostershire sauce
Splash on some Soy Sauce
Stir for a few minutes
Put to the side

I use Chapatis but u can use Tortia wraps if u want
I cook them in a dry frying pan till they are brown but u can just heat them in the oven if u want.
Then i butter the chapati.
Spread Mayonaise on it
Put on some chicken and salad, roll and eat easy!
Sometimes if i brown the Chapati too much it is hard to roll cause its crispy and it breaks, but as my mum used to say "It's gettin broke where it's going!"
It still goes in my Gub! xx

Seems there has been a few instances of strangers hanging about schools in my area.

At a school just 10 mins from Jades an asian man in a silver car asked a boy into his car, the boy ran off.

It has happened at a school in Kings Park  and East Kilbride but police think it has been diferent people, Jade came home with a letter from Strathclyde Police to inform all the parents, I pick Jade up right outside the school so I know she will be safe, but u never know the minute do u!   Bloody weirdo's.    Trina x

How dificult is it to organize getting a Bursary.

Been down to the college and they gave us a list of documents they want us to bring in:-

Mo's P60
My Divorce Decree
Jades Birth Certificate
A wage slip of Natalies

I also included a letter from The CSA showing Natalies dad hasn't payed any money to her, the woman said that was a good idea.

Except Natalie hasn't written in her Bank Account details so I have to drive away back down with that AND Natalies Birth Certificate. GRRRRR!!!

On some other news, Jade didn't get her tooth out he just put a temporary filling in it, so she got to join the Brownies after all.
The company that made the door are making a replacement and we should get it next week, oh well supose i better get moving! xx

Poor Jade has a big ulscer on her gum where she has a bad tooth, she was crying last night when she was trying to eat something.

This happened with another tooth a good while ago and she just kept getting recurring ulscers, I kept taking her to the dentist but he was reluctant to take the tooth out because it is her baby ones, he says the longer they are in the better, he even gave her a proper filling the last time but it didn't stay in. He said it's because the baby teeth are so soft it can't realy hold the fillling in, eventually he had to take it out, she was not a happy bunny!  "He said to her  after it "Do u not like me anymore Jade?"

I phoned this morning and they are fitting us in at 4.30, a big bit of the tooth has broken off and it is really sharp so i think he will just take it out, she was supposed to be starting brownies tonight,  if he says she needs it out i may re-appoint i'll see what happens.

I always make sure she brushes her teeth in the morning after her breakfast, she's not so good at night, she doesn't eat a lot of sweets either.  This is only the second bad tooth she has had  n she is 8 so i think she is doin not bad, i've heard of people who's kids get 4/5 out at a time.

I'm terrified of the dentist so i am making sure my kids go and brush their teeth so they aren't.   The smell freakes me out "shudder"
Shit my check up is the end of next month (fingers crossed!)      xxx

Natalie has showed me how to use Limewire so I'm downloadin some songs onto my laptop, see there is hope for me yet!

Tracey Chapman   Cars   now there's a song!       xxxx

I've just realised something:-

A black carpet and blonde hair do not go !.....................why the hell did I let Natalie pick a black carpet for her room?

I'm forever having to hoover the blinking thing!    GRRRRRRR!   x

Awww How sad is this.

I was watching a programme about the helicopter ambulance and on it was a wee woman who was 90.  She lived in a very remote house which was unacesable by road, it didn't have any running water or heating apart from a generator, amazing how some people still live like that,she had fallen but had a mobile phone so was able to alert someone.

She was taken to hospital in the helicopter and was amazed by everything going on around her.

She was determined to go home despite objections from her family and doctors and 2 weeks later she went home, driven over the fells in a land rover.  She must have just wanted to spend what time she had left there and the veiws were breathtaking, unspoiled countryside for miles.

Sadly a week later she fell again and it turns out it was her heating that was faulty and she was suffering from carbon monoxide poisoning, she succomed to her injuries and died.

How sad is that, this poor wee woman that time forgot was just wanting her simple life and her peace n quiet, still I supose she lived to a good age.
Wonder if that was her childhood home, think it probably was.    Trina x

It never rains but it pours with me.
Now there is a cock up with the new front door, after waiting weeks to get it made, it looks as if they have messed it up.
If you are standing facing it the glass panel is just below eye level so u would have to duck to look n see who was at the door, that can't be right.  The top of the panel is 360 mm's from the top of the door.

Mo is not a happy bunny he said "It is going back, I'm not paying £500 for this piece of shit"  So the Joiner, who ordered the door for us and was meant to fit it on Mon is going to phone the place he ordered it from.

Even when he delivered it he said it looked too low
So we will see what happens on Mon.   Trina x

This is the fish Jade has called Nemo,Thanks to Rainbowdream's suggestion.
Thanks to everyone who particapated in naming it.This is Rainbow, Loopy, Nemo and the new edition (which I replaced today) Scooby in their new home.
Guess who is going to have the pleasure of cleaning it out all the time, yip ME!!   Trina x    Click pics to make big x

We went into the car today and Natalie let out an almighty scream n lept out of the car.  Im like "what is it, whats wrong?"  Turned out there was a wasp in the car!   So I promptly lept out as well, poor Jade was in the back screaming so we had to get her out too.  We stood there with all the doors opened waiting for this bloody wasp to fly out, people must have thought we looked a bit strange.  Had to wait a good 5/10 mins, glad it didn't happen when I was driving, I would have crashed or something.    Wasps ........hate the things!!
Trina x

Click pic to make big!
Bought Jade some fish today and there were 4.  I had to put them in a bowl as Mo was going to bring in a proper fish bowl but he's stuck on a job so will have to get it tomorrow.

Jade just looked in the bowl and said "Mum there is only 3 now!"
So we were looking for the other one and i thought maybe it was eaten by another, turns out it must have jumped out of the bowl and attatched itself to the bottom of my foot, we found it in the garage PAN BREAD (Dead)    Opps!
Jade was none too pleased, promised i would get her another one.

She has given them names, Loopy, Scooby and Rainbow.  It was Scooby that snuffed it so she has ONE LEFT TO NAME and has asked if anybody has any ideas  (she doesn't want to rename the other one Scooby out of respect n all that ) She said the other one we get will be Scooby.

I will let u know what name she picks, thanks Trina x

So was out "Tiara hunting " today for my sister's pal's 40th birthday party on the 27th of this month.

Me in a tiara Pffffffff!  

She  is havin a "BLACK TIE N TIARA"  themed birthday party.

It's in Seamill Hydo which is miles away from where I live!

She is putting on a bus from the city center..............and charging everybody £5 for the pleasure of going to it.

WTF!

Yip!  she is as tight as a ducks arse and has even got the buffet down to the exact person. 

So I can see it on the night, if someone has 4 sandwiches on their plate,she will probably say, " sorry you have to put one of them back!" 

Anyway I have a dress I wore a couple of years ago to BC's  ( that's my brother in law's company)  christmas night out and I have decided to wear that,  with my TIARA! 

Oh! just remembered kept tripping over the fucker so night have to take it up a bit.

Tell me what u think!The flower is diamoties n has the same on the back It's a size 3/4 don't know what that is in our sizes think it's an 8, n i still fit into it apart from my beer belly! This is the tiara, probably be off before the night is out, and i'll be havin a half bottle in my bag cause the drink will be an so ooexpensive i'll have to sell one of my kids! TRINA X
Sorry about the font pressed something n didn't know what i've done click pick to make big! X

Would u beleive it! Jade has lost one of her good cardigans already!  It's one with the school name and badge embroidered on it. They are about £15 and  u have to order them from the school or go to a certain shop to get them.

Well technically she didn't the school did because when i picked her up from school yesterday, she was at the front office because she wasn't feeling well and it was then i noticed she didn't have it on, she said it was on her chair in the classroom and i said , "You can just get it tomorrow then"

But when I asked her teatcher she told me she hadn't seen it but went up to the class to check.  It wasn't there, i asked if maybe the cleaner had moved it and the secretary was asked to look in lost property. Nope Well where the hell is it, it didn't get up n walk out itself, why the fuck did they not just leave it there as they know the kid will be back in  the next day anyway, the head teatcher and the assistant head was there while i was asking the teacher in the cloakroom and they procceded to check things that were left on hooks in the clockroom. I felt like sceaming "SHE LEFT IT ON HER CHAIR IN CLASS! WHY WOULD IT BE HERE?????"  I used to think that was a good school, now i'm having second thoughts. Morons.

She has never lost anything in the school before so I hadn't gotten around to putting her name on things, I'll be phoning the secretary tomorrow n ask were the stuff goes to they take out the classrooms, I'll be radging if i have to fork out another 15 quid to replace it , they have only been back a couple of weeks FFS!   Trina X

I got up this morning and looked in on Natalie, she wasn't there? I thought she maybe had gone down stairs already. I then went into Jades room and there's Natalie in Jades bed too ahhh! she must have been mising her sister and came in beside her even though Natalie has a double bed the 2 of them were squashed into Jades single bed.

Jade has only been sleeping in her own room for about 5 days, she used to sleep beside Natalie in Natalies bed. She didn't have a door on her room n that was why she refused to sleep in it. She didn't like looking out into the dark hall at night. Mo took it off years ago to reverse it because Jades room is the smallest but somehow it dissapeared? 

After all that time all it took was a door!  x

They have started giving girls (VIRGINS!) aged between 12 and 17 injections against the human papilloma virus which can lead to cervical cancer.
And it's the MAN who gives u it, Natalie told me this a few years ago, she found out at one of they sexual health talks they get at school.
Bloody typical, WE have to go through childbirth n all the rest n now this SHEEESH!  
Think thats more evidence that GOD is a MAN! 

Keep yer hawn on yer happeney  girls, that's what i say!
I've had pre cancerous cells lazered out once and it is not a pleasent experience let me tell u.!
Shame about Jade Goody, i think she is a bit loopy but i hope she is okay!   Trina x

(P.S. Guy's am just kiddin on so don't linch me!) 

This was in the paper today..............................

A man who tried to chop off his arm in a busy resaurant was recovering last night, WTF!
He ran into the diner and stabbed his right arm with a table knife, then a butcher knife.
Police said he thought he had injected air into a vein while shooting cocaine and "needed to amputate to keep from dying".

That would have been enough to put u right aff ur apple pie!

This is the song i have asked to be played at my funeral, think it's quite apt (i'm a bit of a closet goth!)
I love it anyway!  Trina x

So the bathrooms stripped bare now with just the lavy remaining, Natalie is not happy we had to go down to my sisters to have a shower, and to make things worse, Mo has taken the door off, because it is just new and he doesn't want it getting damaged.

He has put up a dust sheet to sheild our modesty, but as soon as u put the light on u can see right through it? Sorta defeates the purpose don't u think?  Will have to sort something better tomorrow, don't mind doing a no1, but a no 2, no way hossey! x