Trinax

Well i'm back............................had my first night at my pals in about 4 months, so i'm a bit inebriated.
No correct that a big bit anhe  aw what ever!
Taxi companys,i'll give u taxi companys!

I phoned a taxi at about 1.30 am
"We don't have anything in that area for about an hour"
Yes i was in Beiruit!
Trying to put on a sober posh voice "Thats fine!"
I knew i could gab for a bit more.

Waited and waited and waited and WAITED!

Phoned back!

"I phoned a taxi for bla bla bla do u know how much longer it will be?"

Sounds as if chewing chewing gum or picking her nose

"I'm sorry there is no record of a taxi ordered from bla bla bla"

Me "But i'm sure i phoned and they said it would be up to an hour"

"No sorry there is no record"

So i phoned back in 10 mins just to see if  the person was talking shit.

Her "No sorry, there is no record of a pick up from that address"

Me "Could someone else have taken the call?"

Her "No it is all on the computer"

By this time i was just a TAD pissed off after waiting over a fucking hour for a taxi

So I said "Well i must be Fucking dreaming,either that or you should get your Drug Dealer of a Boss to sort his Fucking Taxi company out!

ASSHOLES!

So i phoned another taxi company and they came out in 15 mins 

"AND SO I'M BACK FROM OUTER SPACE..........I JUST WALKED IN TO FIND THAT LOOK UPON YOUR FACE!

C'Mon Join in!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Probably wake up with a dead horse head on my pillow, aw well i like horses xx

I ordered a pizza for my dinner tonight and was going to pick it up,but first I had to take Natalie here there n everywhere so by the time i got there the guy said "This has been sitting here a while" I was Lee Marvin so i said it's okay,thinking i would just microwave it when i got home. Was just about to leave when the manager saw the name on the box and said "this will be cold,i will make you another one" I said "Are u sure? If it is not too much trouble" "No problem" he said "It will be 10 mins" Brilliant! So i was leaving and he gave me both the pizzas and the garlic breads. "See if somone else wants this other one" he said "That was really nice of you,thanks very much" I said. That guy is on my Christmas card list Anybody want a garlic bread and pepperoni pizza?Domino's of course! :) xx
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I have just had Natalies dad on the phone and to cut a long story short, it's my fault he has not found anybody else because he still loves me! Because i am so beautiful! (not)

I have had this since Natalie has been 2 (she is now 17)and i am so tired now i feel like screaming.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

He told me the CSA contacted him and he owes Natalie £4000.
He is going to pay back every penny!
I am the reason he gets depressed, how he can't handle he fucked it up!
GOD! give me strength!
Amen! xx

I had a nice birthday yesterday and recieved some nice presents but the best one was how all my pals here wished me a Happy Birthday it really made my day so i want to say "Thank You! " to everyone that did. (I've never felt so popular!)
Even my young sister has'nt contacted me to say Happy Birthday aw well!

My big sis gave me a pair of denims and a bracelet (which i picked)
Natalie gave me perfume and a couple of books i picked myself
My pal Linda gave me money and i bought the dvd "The Mist"
Mo got me lovely flowers and put £100 in  card but i gave him it back because i know he does'nt have any money to spare (i would have spent it on Christmas presents anyway)
Jade gave me a bunch of flowers
And then there was my lovely lunch which my big sis paid for, and all my cards of course!

Natalie was shocked i had given Mo the money back she said "But it's your birthday!"
Me " I told him i did'nt want anything,we are struggling for Christmas as it is!"
Nat  " That's terrible that he even took it!"
Me " Aw! be quiet, everybody is scratchin their arse just now,it's just another day to me,if i REALLY wanted it i could have just kept it and he would'nt have said anything and it is going towards you and jades Christmas so shut up!!!!"

My young sis just phoned she has been ill all week with the flu that is why she did'nt call,that's all i have been hearing is people being unwell,glad i have'nt caught anything yet (touch hairy wood)

Well I'm away to watch my new dvd           xx

Had a lovely lunch with my sister and Natalie in a Chinese Restaurant in the Main Street called Kai Xin.
First i had thesePeking ribsThen i had this,Chicken fried riceThey also had a realy nice picture on the wall so i thought i would take a pic.
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"Shudder,Shudder!"

What a nice way to start my Birthday,you know how i stay next to a Funeral Home.
Well i was coming out of the car just in time to see and hear a coffin being rolled up the conveyer belt into the place.

Took this picture so u would know what i meant,you can see the guy standing at the wee door thing at the top,think he saw me.
He must have been wondering why i was taking a picture,probably thinks i'm morbid or something.
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YEAH! It's my BUFFDAY!!!
Well you come out in the Buff, don't you. xx

Natalie recieved a nice surprise in the post this morning.
A cheque for £301.62.
From the Tax Man.

She had applied for a tax rebate a couple of weeks ago as she has been on emergency tax since she has been working.
Better still this is only for the tax year up till last april.
They are still going to pay her for the other 7 months up untill now but that is going straight into her bank account.
Looks like i'll be getting a good prezzie this year xx

I had to wait in for a delivery from Dwell.

It was a bar stool seat thingy.
It was a replacement as the one we had the stitching was burst on it and it was only me sitting on it so it could'nt have been my weight.
I decided to build it up myself as a nice surprise for Mo.
This will be easy enough i thought,well it was untill i put seat on the post it just went right down to the bottom.
It is one of these gas seats that goes up and down but this was'nt going back up,so i took it back off and tried again nope!
I decided to put my weight on it once i put it on the second time thinking i'm sure this is what Mo did with the last ones.
So i did thats when it stuck ,it was stuck at the lowest point and i pulled and pulled but it would not budge.

Mo came in and i said "The chair is broken" innocently!
"I will pay to replace it since it was my fault! (where am i going to get £70 from)
But after a few mins of messing about with it and banging it a couple of times,he got it to go up.
"How did u do that?"

Think i will leave things to him the next time at least he is good for some things xx
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Poor guy!

Jade doing an impression of that girl out of "The Ring"She once did it to Natalie and her friends by crawling in around the door,they were all watching a film in the dark and they all started screaming,we thought it was hillarious
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I've just Di'st a priest.
I'm going to hell !!!
Just as well i like my heat! xx

Anybody ever tell you that you look like a famous, or semi famous person?

I was once told i look like Tara Palmer Thomkinson by a barman? Was he drunk
My sister's pal tells me everytime she is drunk that i am the spit of Michele Phifer? I don't even have blond hair!
Me personally i would go for looking like Hilda Ogden. xx

Thought i would get round to this tagging thing that has been going around so:

7 Things about ME!

1.  I was a tomboy when i was younger.

2. I was arrested when i was 16 for being Drunk and the arresting officer was twisting my arm so far up my back at the police station it was agony so i screamed "Let my arm go you fking wk" and the rest of the officers burst out laughing!
(sorry Mr Police officer)

3.  I had a cesarean section (with Jade) and felt them stritching me back up.

4. I have broken my collar bone.

5. I passed my driving test first time and that was without my 2 hour practice cause my driving instructer's car broke down!

6.  I have a real fear of heights!

7.  I'm blessed with 2 beautiful daughers

There that was interesting was'nt it (not) xx

Won't tag cause i know a lot of u have done this but if u want a go, feel free! xx

Sorry i'm a bit late puting my pic on my profile,but u will never guess what happened to me today!

VIRGIN MEDIA CUT ME OFF!    Fergin Bastides!

Because i was 10 days late paying my bill, i had forgotten about it because it was natalies birthday last week, i was going to pay it today anyway, but they just cut it off.

I thought there was something wrong wrong with the modem till i phoned up

I was mad, no warning nothing, then while i was on the phone to them Natalie pipes up "Oh forgot to tell u they phoned for you yesterday but u wer'nt in"

"Well thanks for telling me"

Still it's sorted now xx

I was with  my sister this afternoon and my nephew Kurtis, who is 2.

His brother who is 11 has been helping him expand his vocabulary.

Me and my sister were browsing in a shop and he was in his pram.

I could hear him talking to himself and he was saying.

"Fuck off,Fuck off",Fuck off,fuck off"

He was getting louder everytime he said it.

We ignored him, thinking he would stop.

Then I was bypassing the pram and he just hit out with.

"Fuck off, Trina!" I was trying to stifle my laughter and gave him into trouble "Naughty Kurtis!" xx

I'm fed up so i'm on Ebay looking to get some cheap crimbo prezzies.

His bank details are loged in paypal,

That will teach him to piss me off!  "MWAH HA HA HA"  xx

Well it looks like i've reached one of the pinnacles of the rollercoaster of life and i'm heading for a rapid decline,knew it was too good to be true,

I've had my first big bust up with him indoors since our reconciliation.

Seems i have been neglecting him, I'm never off the laptop he said.

Then we argued about how he was acting because the wean had been eating a roll and there was crumbs on the kitchen floor.

It's crumbs for goodness sake,it's not going to kill him because they don't get swept up straight away.

I'm really pissed off this morning!!!!!!!

So i shall be blogging while he is at work and when he goes to bed to keep the peace xx

I think i will just stay Peeli walli, thanks!

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/health/7732690.stm

Just hope Natalie does'nt get wind of this, incase she wants to try it since u can order it over the internet  xx

This is the most trustworthy face in BritainHe's not real though! They made him up on the computer. They asked 100 people to pick out facial features they could identify with trust and with the results came up with Mr Honesty. Among favoured features were a full,rounded face(there u go Nick)  Thin eyebrows,bright eyes,small nose and no facial hair.

Untrustworthy looks were a sharp jawline,thick eyebrows, Eyes wide apart,wide nose, Stubble and a small mouth with full lips.  Don't think i would trust anybody that looked like that either

I'd sh trust him would u?  xx Click pic to make big

Seems quite a lot of people are being bombarded by these "Spammers"

I must say, i have not had that problem (probably spoke too soon now)

They must know i don't like Spam, i only like Chopped Pork xx

My big yin is back home safe and sound  "Big sigh of relief"

We picked her up from the train station at half 8.

She phoned the guy's and they still had'nt entered Scotland yet, turns out the driver (the piss artist) needed something to eat before they left and then on the way, had to stop off for half an hour to sleep cause he was still knackered, then after some strong coffee with plenty of sugar, they have continued on their way.

Said she enjoyed herself all in all, so i supose that is a good thing.

She came back to a roasting from me though!

Not about that stupid guy, will get round to that later,

She has a contract phone with unlimited texts and 600 mins of calls and has still managed to run up a £76 bill.

So we are giving Vodafone her bank details then she can pay for her own blinkin bills!

Good to have her home though, even if she is up in her room on MSN or on the phone as per! xx

Natalie was telling me this morning, 2 of the girls went up to the guy who was really drunk's room and smeared chocolate cake all over his face and put an empty plate in his hand, so that when he woke up he would have thought he had been eating cake (the cake was a chocolate birthday cake they had bought for Natalie)

They have taken pictures so i will see them when she comes home

Serves him right for getting pissed, at least he still has his eyebrows! xx

So her Dad phoned Natalie on her birthday, (wonders never cease)

Said he did'nt have any money to give her just now as he has been off work sick but felt better now so when he goes back to work he would give her £100 a month to pay for her driving lessons.

Sorry but this guy is about reliable as a fucking chocolate fireguard!

He said he did'nt come down because he knew i would be angry he did'nt have anything to give her.
WHAT ABOUT YOUR PRESENCE, YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!!!!!!

Nuff said! xx

 

I managed to get through to Natalie eventually!

She is back in the hotel, in her room and the guy who is steemin is in his room in bed, thank fuck!
This guy drove down with 3 other guys, God knows how he is going to be sober enough for the, think it is about a 3 and a half or 4 hour drive back home?

4 other of her pals have went out.
She told me the guy who is drunk had went out last night and left the front door to the hotel unlocked and 2 guys walked in off the street.!!!!
Thankfully they left.
The landlord told her if they had caused any damage or stolen anything, because i had paid the deposit with Mo's credit card, they could have billed us up to 2 thousand pounds, WTF!!!
I am starting to like this guy less and less, think i will be having a chat about who she is friends with when she comes back.
This was them all planing on going abroad next year, somehow i don't think so!!!!

It's a shame her birthday weekend has been spoiled by this dickhead, she sounded really down when i spoke to her. xx

 

Now iam getting really worried!

Natalie has just phoned to tell me one of the guys that is with her at Blackpool, has got himself Paraletic.
Turns out, they had sneaked drink into the hotel and the landlord is saying they have to get all the drink out of his hotel or he will have to put them out, Natalie said the guy is really nice so it is fine,he told them to take the guy out to walk it off
Problem 1 solved.

Problem 2!
Then she said the guy has went AWOL and they have been looking for him
She said she has'nt had one drink as she was too busy trying to sort him out.
Last thing i heard on the phone was Natalie saying "What he is fighting?, No Gary we can't tell the police, look they are following us"
Then it was "Mum, I will phone u back!"
I've been tryin to phone her back but it is just going on to voicemail, fucking kids!
My arse is knittin buttons now.    xx

Happy 17th Birthday to my beautiful big girl Natalie xxxxxxShe is the one on the left. This was them getting ready for a night out.
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I decided to make a pot of vegetable soup tonight and had just started when Natalie phoned to ask me to come pick her up from work.

Jade had been bantering me to help grate the carrotts so i said to Mo "Will u peel those carrotts for me and let Jade grate one"

I come back 10 mins later and he is still peeling them.

"WTF????"

He had cut them lengthwise and had gouged all the middle out of them?????

Plonker!

"What r u doing? you do'nt do that to carrotts"

"Yes u do" he said

I just had enough and no more to make my soup.

I'll think twice before askin him to help in future xx

What do u get if u put proton and electron together?  xx

Think i must be one of the dumbest people on the planet.

I have just found out what that WOW thing stands for i've heard people going on about , cause they were talking about it on the telly.

World of Warcraft xx

Read this in the paper today!

"Belgian skiers Jean Classens and Claude Beck suffered severe facial burns after a cocktail waitress slipped and spilled flaming sambucas on them at a resort in Austria"

OMG! How bad must that waitress feel?

I don't ebay much but this caught my eye, it's a bag for Jades pink Nintendo.I managed to win it for the pricely sum of £0.01 Woohoo! But have to pay £4.99 postage Bugger, aw well i think it is still worth a fiver :) xx

I bought this for Natalies birthday on Friday.
From the Swarovski shop.
I hope she likes it!

Taking her to get a heavy coat tomorrow, as she is going to Blackpool for the weekend with 7 other friends for her birthday and i know it will be baltic!
(I pity the poor hotelier!)
Known their luck they will probably get chucked out
She still want's birthday money from me, for her hollybags, (holiday) , aye chase yersel! (get lost)
Well i might be able to give her something (off Mo!) xxClick pic to make big! xx

Panic over!

The woman was in a MEETING!

Bet she will get it in the neck of her hubby the night! xx

Natalie's pals mother has'nt come home from work and she finished at 8pm.
She works in a hospital and the person there said the office that she works in has been empty for hours.
Her dad has phoned the police.
The wee lassie is really worried.
The girl was here till 10 mins ago and her aunt came to pick her up.
Hope the woman is okay! xx

My friends family is going through a bit of a hard time just now and it's a shame cause she feels she can't do anything to help them.

Her sister-in-law was admitted to hospital a few weeks ago and it turned out she had a blood clot in her lung and pneumonia.
They treated her and sent her home a few days later, because they needed the bed?
She still felt really ill.

Then her brother lost the sight in one of his eyes, turns out he is hemmorageing at the back of his eye.
He has been attending hospital to try and stop the bleeding and has had a antibiotic injection in his eye, he said his eye was agony after it.
He might need to get another one, if the bleeding has'nt stopped.
They told him it was unusual for him to get this at only 37 as it is usually only old people that get it.
They told him he will be permenantly blind in that eye.

Now they have been told they may have to re-admit her sister-in-law as she still is'nt right.

I just hope in my heart that things get better for them soon, cause they have 2 wee boys too and it must be really stressful for them, more so at this time of year! xx

Fuckin kids..................they just drive u nuts sometimes! I can't believe how my big yin has such a lapse attitude to college!!!!!!! This morning it was "Im not going in cause it is the IT class and she will just give us a daft assignement which i will finish in 5 mins, so i will have to phone u to come n get me"  Fair enough! She has her GCSE in IT and i know the stuff she is doing is already stuff she covered in school. But she has a different class at 1.15  "Communication"  she said it is a bit like English,so i would take her to that. But this morning she said "I'm not going to college this afternoon cause I was talking to some of the girls from my class on MSN and they are not going in" AND!!!!! I could'nt be bothered arguing with her, cause Jade got up this morning and was spewing everywhere, so i had to see to her!

Then she came down tonight and said "I'm not going into college tomorrow beacause i have an assignment and i don't know what i was to study, because i was off last Tuesday and did'nt get a note of it" WTF!!! Me..."Obviously she is not going to give u questions on something u haven't already done"

Then i just went nuts......."Don't u think they notice if u don't come in and make an effort, even if u get it wrong! Nothing in life is just handed to u on a plate, u have to fucking work for it and show u want to do this fucking course!"

This is me lecturing my girl when i don't have one o'level to my name, but i suppose i would do things a lot different now!

She left and came back 5 mins later and i questioned her on her notes and she knew it all?

What is the problem?

She said u get 3 chances at passing your assignments and i think that is wrong, they must think "AW fuck it failed this time there is always another 2 times to get it right.

Well it's not my way of thinking and i will still be cracking the whip at Natalie, I am not too harsh a mother but i did badger her a bit to study for her GCSE'S and she made me proud by getting 8 GCSE'S so i know she can do this.

Maybe she just need's a rocket up her arse! (we still have some fireworks left :)) xx

 

 

We did'nt have a parlour, we all slept in the one room or what was known as "A single end!" xx

http://video.stv.tv/bc/scotland-history-20080527-tenement-part3/

I can't seem to find part 4, if i find it i will post it, hope u enjoyed a wee glimpse into old Glesga!
I enjoyed it anyway! xx

Our kitchen was'nt as old fashioned as this! It actually looks a bit opulant to me for the time, but what do i know?

http://video.stv.tv/bc/scotland-history-20080520-tenement-part2/

I love seeing how people used to live in Glasgow  years ago, my earliest memories were of living in a tenement and remember hearin the rats runing around the inside of the skirting boards, an old man lived upstairs and i remember coming out to play and he had just caught one in the landing with a spade and chopped it in two
I also remember lying in the bed in the kitchen listening to my mum sing to the radio, apart from that not much else, we moved when i was 3 xx

http://video.stv.tv/bc/scotland-places-20080530-the-tenement-house-part-1/

Well, it's showdown at the "Okaykamo's hoose" In the morning, cause the Area Manager of the carpet company is coming out and bringing the carpet fitter who fitted the carpet with him.

Mo had his lazer mesurer thingy out tonight and showing me that the carpet was indeed squinty.
"Well" i said "Just make sure u show them that tomorrow and they can't say it's not!"

He said when he phoned the area manager guy, the guy was like "Yes, I know u have had 2 indapendent carpet fitters out to look at it (Mo was was actually fibbing, he only had one) but i know how they can slag each other off and just say they have done a bad job!"

Which is true about tradesmen, i have heard it myself! But the guy Mo knows works for a company that fits tartan carpets and that stuff that comes in wee pieces, can't remember what it's called, not Carendean the other stuff, bugger! So he believes his judgement.

Mo said "And as if someone from ur company is going to admit that they have fucked it up!"
The guy said "Yes well i take your point"

So i think Mo has went to bed with his guns loaded (as long as he keeps them away from me! )

Well they are coming at 9.30am so we will see what happens (I will be in the kitchen, out of the road)

xx

 

I ordered a wee prezzie for Nulty on his return from warmer climes! We have been bombarded with showers of hailstones on and off all night.
Enjoy Nulty xx

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I had a really weird nightmare last night, one that actually made me react and poor Mo got it too.

I dreamt there was a big giant spider in the corner and it was coming towards us, i woke Mo up saying "Get up, get up it's coming! "Get up, sit up, it's coming"

I kept thinking it was going to crawl over our heads, so i pulled my pillow down from the headboard and went back to sleep.

Wierd or what, can't remember the last time  i had a nightmare like that. I googled it and this is what it said:

SPIDERS

All spiders except tarantulas are omens of good luck. The larger the spider, the bigger the rewards.

If you see a spider climbing the wall you will have your dearest wish come true.

If you see a spider spinning a web you will have an increase in your income due to hard work.

Oh! maybe my dearest wish is going to come true, if only i knew what that was? :)) xx

Must say, u do see some stange people walking about, on my 2nd trip to Tesco,
I had seen a pair of boots for jade and decided to go back down for her to try them on as knowing my luck, they would have sold out.
We were driving home and here is this guy and he wasn't a young guy.
Walking down the road and don't know if he was listening to an i-pod or what ever,
but he was giving it mad gesturing movements with one arm, his other hand was in his pocket.
To me it looked as if he was doing moves to Maddona's Vogue song, u know the one with all the hand and arm moves.

But i was thinking to myself, anybody coming out the pub drunk and is a Homophobic is going to target this poor guy.
At least he was enjoying himself, hope he got home safe. xx

I went to Tesco tonight and was approaching a set of traffic lights that had just turned red.
There was a white van already sitting at the lights so i started to slow down.
This stupid lassie behind me had a car full of people, (they were probably going to the firework display at Glasgow Green)
She decides to overtake me on the right hand side and come in front of me behind the van?
"OH! That acheived a lot ya stupid bicth, you and your poxy clio!"

I absoloutely hate people that do that, amean, she is one car ahead Whooptidoo!
That and people that cut the white lines, especially on bends in the road GRRRRRRRRRRR!
I now know not to be right close going round a bend cause pound to a penny and usually it's stupid white van drivers,
They will come round on your side of the road.

Thats my rant over for the night xx

Jade was complaining she was so tired this morning! So she decided to rest her head in her breakfast bowl, she was'nt sleeping and it was empty! :))xxClick pic to make big :) xx

Is it just me or has this week flown in?

Getting a bit nervous about going to Edinburgh on Satarday.
Need to remember and charge my phone the night before.
I don't like going anywhere myself, not even into the town centre, at least i will have Jade with me.
My young sister said she would go but is saying she has no money so it is not definate yet.
I've learned not to rely on my sisters too much!

Last time i was there a few years ago with Big Sis and kids, she took us into Harvey Nichols cause she was buying a jumper for her man.
She treated us to a champagne lunch and it was lovely!
I thought, i'll have to buy Mo something and that way i can get a bag too! (I know how sad am I)
I wandered about the Food Dept and was amazed at some of the stuff they sold.
I settled on a packet of Shotbread, cause i know at least he would eat that and it cost me £4.

We had a nosey at some of the clothes and stuff and ended up in the shoe department.
The kids kept messing up the shoe displays and were trying on diferent shoes, i could'nt believe some of the prices of them.
I was shouting and bawling at them like an idiot, but the assistants were just standing there smiling at them.
Don't know if that was because they were being over polite or could'nt be arsed trying to control some nutty kids wrecking the joint.

Think i might go there on Saturday and buy some more shortbread or something, YES! Ok, it's to get another bag, but i am easilly pleased!
That's if i can find it xx

 

Well my Guy Falkes night went down like a damp squib!
Usually i just watch out the window with Jade,i don't like them all that much, yes they are pretty n all that but it's just the LOUD bangs i can't stand.

It actually sounds like a battlefield out there and it has been going for hours.
Jade decided to be different this year and ask to have some fireworks'
So i phoned Mo and asked him to bring some in for her.

He came in and i was like "WTF!"
Me..."I only asked u to get her a WEE box or something"
Mo...."Oh, I know but i went into this guy's shop i know and he gave me these for nothing,cause they were for the wean"
There was a box with a £40 price ticket on it.
2 Packets of massive rockets and millions of sparklers.

Jade kept asking "When are we going to light them?"
"After dinner Jade!"
Mo said "Well u will have to do it, i'm watching the football"
Me...."But i don't like lighting those things!"

So we went out after dinner and i lit a sparkler for Jade but she was too scared to hold it
I just stuck it in the grass.
She eventually plucked up the courage with the next one
I forgot how bad the smell of sulpher is off they things.
Mo came and shut the kitchen door saying "The smell of those things is coming right in the house"
And left us in the dark, apart from the torch!
I just opened the door again
I went and let one of the rockets off and Mo was laughing at me as i ran like the clappers as soon as it lit!
"I don't like lighting they things, i told u!"
I lit another 3, there was 5 in the packet.
With the last one my hand was shaking that much and i kept jumping at the other bangs that were going off around us,it was hard to light so i gave up and said to Mo "U light this one"

So after a total of 5 rockets and 5 sparklers, i gave up.
Mo said "Leave the rest till tomorrow night and i'll set them off"
I'll ask my sister if she wants to bring the kids down xx

I have just put Dettol Antiseptic cream on my spots AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!  xx

Yesterday was worse than the usual Moday for me.

Did the usual school/college run, comes home and sits down to have my porage!
Next thing i get a phonecall from Natalie "Mum, thats me finished in my I.T class, can u come and get me"
She does'nt really have to do this class because she has her GCSE in I.T, but her lecturer said she was to come in that day and do an assignment, then after that, her course would be finnished.

I pick her up and she said "That was a complete waste of time, the assignement she gave us was for babies,even Jade could have done it!"

I still had to take her back at 1.15 for another subject.
So i get in after taking her back and then Jades school phoned to tell me she was'nt feeling well.
Goes to the school and there was a couple of other kids from Jades class sitting waiting to get picked up.

Jade told me a total of 5 kids from her class were sent home sick, must be something going around.
 Gets in the house with Jade and a wee while later Natalie phoned to say she was finished early, for goodness sake!

Kept Jade off school today,she still is'nt feeling well! xx

Well it's 10 days and counting!

That is till Natalies dad gets in contact to wish her a happy birthday!

She will be 17 on the 14th of november and can't remember when we heard from him last.

Last time i had it out with him, he was drunk and said "Well she is an adult now! why can't she phone me?"

And i said "U are the one who is the fucking adult!, it costs u 50 pence to lift the phone and find out if she is still living or not!"

 We actually bought him a mobile phone for his christmas a couple of years ago so he could phone her, but as he never had money in it or it was switched off, or he would phone pissed declaring his undying love for me and how he was so sorry he had treated me so bad,blah, blah, blah.

Natalie always says to me "Mum That's a shame, he still loves you!"

AND?

He had his chance many moons ago and fucked it up!

I actually had to phone him up and tell him how she got on with her GCSE'S

When he has phoned he has said "I want to take her out for something to eat  or something?"

But Natalie is like "I don't know what to talk to him about?"

So whenever they have been out, it is to Mc'ds and back home?

I'm thinking "SHE IS TOO OLD TO TAKE TO MC'DONALDS" You fucking dick!

She has been out of your life too long!

Still i can't say a bad word against him or Natalie takes the defensive?

The veiw from my bedroom window this morningYip, u guessed it,freezing fog!
Today would make a good duvet day *sigh*
Supose i better get the sprogs up!
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My face has been doin my head in for a few weeks, i seem to have developed a spot  at the exact same place on each side of my nose and they eventualy went away only to friggin come back again!

I know at my age i should'nt get acne but havin custard pies on ur face is no laughin matter! Just as well everybody at Jades school think i'm weird cause i stand myself, but that meant no-one could talk to the spot n not me!

I know i get a few when the painters are in but this is gettin beyond a joke!

I used to be on the pill that had a hormone in it and helped but the doc took me off it cause i am over 35 as it can increase the risk of blood clots.

Asked Natalie to get me something from her work "Oxy on the spot"  did'nt seem to help or slathering sudocream over them,

Yeh the custard went away but was replaced by a big hard lump under the skin and the itching and throbing was intense!

So natalie had used some herbal tablets a few month ago called "Clear Complexion"  and suggested i try these.

Must admit i have never tried anything herbal before, but after 3 days i have noticed a dramatic difference, you take one in the morning and one at night.

All thats in them is Burdock root, Blue flag (Whatever that is), Sarsaparilla and sucrose.

So hopefully my skin will be clear enough when i go to the Edinburgh meet, if not i will have to borrow John Merricks mask! :)) xx

 

I have just tried a recipe for my Sunday dinner, given to me by Playwrite27 and i must say it was delicious!
Mo was coming home with Jade and decided to bring a McDonalds in for the rest of them, so it was just me that had it.
I will keep the rest for Natalie n Jade's dinner tomorrow.

It was Roast Beef,cooked in coke (not the white stuff) with bay leaves and cloves and a few dashes of Wostershire Sauce.
she had said for me to cook it on the hob but i usually do a roast in the oven so thats how i cooked it and it was fine.

I will definately make this again Thanks Playwrite! xx

I think this is brilliant!

I can't beleive how posting that picture of my Papa has left me,
I'm in floods of tears missing my Papa so much and remembering all the things that hapened when i was younger.

How because we did'nt have hot water, we had to go and have a bath at my Papas house on a Sunday, and my Gran was not the gentlist (Step gran) at washing your hair!

My  gran died just after my big sis was born, but I have her name Catherine Martin and everybody said i had her nature as she was a lovely person,just wish i had met her! But i know i take after my dad cause he was such a good natured person.

Always went because we were gauranteed peices n bannana (fruit was a luxury in our house) and 50 pence pocket money, and if u went to the shop that was extra money!
But the peices n bannana had LURPACK butter on them!
Think that is why i buy it today!
And the card games they used to play for copppers or matches.
I was always fascinated how my Papa would pick his missing ear with a matchstick?
Not the ones we played with right enough!

He always called me "Adam the gardener"
Think thats because i used to help him in the garden and pick all the rubbish up and he had a big roller i used to roll over the grass to try n make lines. It was so heavy!
There was an apple tree and a cherry tree in the back garden and i was forever climbing them (was a tomboy in my youth!)
He used to take me to his local sometimes where he would have a  couple of whiskeys (straight) and he used to say "the only thing I take in whiskey, is more whiskey!"

I miss my Papa! xx

This is for rememberance day, it is a picture of my Papa in uniform, i was told he fought beside the Gurkhas.He came out of the war minus an ear (he used to tell us a horse bit it off!) don't know what other ailments he suffered.
What i do know is he came out disbelieving in God!
I loved my Papa, he was a brilliant guy! xx
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Some more pics!My neice Demi, in the pinkKurtis as SpidermanThought this was a bit freackyHelping with the clean-up opperationHad enough!

It was half 12 when i got home and i sat up to wait for Natalie coming home from the dancing, I had a couple of beers for company buy by 4 oclock i had had enough and went to bed. Her phone had ran out of battery and she stayed with her pal, after all that, so was a bit knackered today! :) Click pics to make big! :) Sorry i put 2 the same in did'nt know how to delete it!

Well thats it over for another year and the party was a good laugh as promised a few pics!My wings kept getting caught on everything and i ended up taking them off!This lot ended up half pissed but i did'nt have a drink cause i was driving Something took a fancy to my sister Think they should keep their animals under control!
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